wow feel like i havent been on here in yonks.

feels good though, i think at one point i was a bit to consumed with myy online world to really live and appreciate REAL life

in reality things are forever changing all i know is training/studying bjj is what is keeping me going.

its my main focus/enjoyment in life at im cool with that:)

if i can train bjj for the rest of my life and make documentary shorts, well things will be pretty perfect

heres hoping *

trying to learn to calm my mind 

v random update, i know!

if youre reading this i hope youre doing well and living life for yourself, because im starting to feel like i am

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My first documentary short. Making it was such a great experience, big thank you to everyone who volunteered to be a part of it :)

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Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living. Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via shellingpeasifyouplease)

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working full time as a waitress which is cutting into my training time

no true friends, no one i could just ring and say hey wanna hang out

full of worry, guilt & regret 24/7

i just want to quit everything and train BJJ full time 

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Women have to pretend to like men to survive. Feminists rebelled and stopped pretending. Andrea Dworkin (via snowwdog)

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the most divine day ever? @thelovedone_
Confidence is being able to say “Fuck you, I’m the shit” without opening your mouth, say it with your walk, with your smile, say it with your entire being. Tati-Ana Mercedes (via psychadelias)

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